Out of sight, out of mind

It didn't work with me.
And I don't know it will ever work.

Everything still seems so real and so latent.
Everything seems a nightmare where I am still hoping to wake up one day
and say everything is fine.

When I saw the old couple at the restroom of the JFK airport,
I realized that everything I thought was noble was a fake,
a lie by which I was totally fooled.

When I saw the love of God manifested in their pains and sufferings,
I saw His holy glory and His goodness.
When I saw God's presence in the hands of the husband
helping his wife on the wheelchair,
my soul was placed in guilt and despair.

I burst into tears and cried for His redemption and healing.
I am still begging for His redemption and healing.